Excruciating Pain: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches often start with severe discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.

About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.

What connects patients is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described across history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Historical medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.

In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.

National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.

But consultant specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.

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Shirley Young
Shirley Young

A tech journalist with over a decade of experience covering AI, cybersecurity, and emerging technologies across global publications.